Saturday, April 13, 2013

My Life In Photos

So I did not know what to write about so I thought I'd share with you some of my photos. Enjoy :)


  
Until Next Time...

Sunday, April 7, 2013

50 Facts About Me

     - My name is Elisabeth
      -I love music
      -My dream is to audition for X-Factor
      -I also want to be an actress
      -I have a BIG family, so big that I don’t know half of it
      -I know how to milk a cow
      -When I was 3 years old I build a chair
      -I learned to read when I was 4
      -I play few instruments
      -I don’t eat mushrooms
      -I can’t swim
      -I am as good as blind on my left eye
      -I got my first proper job this January
      -I like going out with my friends
     - Owl’s freaks me out
      -When I close my eyes I can’t see a thing
      -My hair goes out of control when it rains
      -When I was 15 I went to Denmark and on my first concert with James Morrison
      -I love watching handball
      -I also like football
      -When I have eaten to much my left shoulder starts to hurt
      -I have to scares on my knees but never hurt them or been in surgery
      -Our cat is about to give birth to her kittens
      -I find it extremely hard to find so many facts
      -I like writing
      -I never finished school
      -I have never sang in public
      -My favourite times are when I am dreaming
      -I don’t like talking on the phone
      -McFly is my favourite band
      -Harry Styles is my favourite member of One Direction
      -My favourite country beside Iceland is England
      -I was going to marry prince William before Kate
      -I hate butterflies
      -My favourite film is Lion King
      -My room is a mess but I don’t care
      -I hate doing the dishes
      -I love to mix music
      -I live in the countryside
      -I always agree to what Simon Cowell says
      -When I was little I wanted to be an astronaut
      -I pray for world piece
      -Currently I am listening to Ed Sheeran
      -I have pink scull headphones on
      -I am almost finished with the 50 facts tag
      -I think I can rap but I really can’t
      -Do not talk to me in the morning
      -I can speak 3 different languages
'    -My celebrity girl crush is Emma Watson
      -I DID IT!!! 

So thats it, 50 facts abour me. Until next time,

 ~Elisabeth
 

A Break From Life




We all need a break sometimes, some people more than others, and if we don’t get that break we break down. I’ve broken down a few times, last time I broke down was last week, and I wouldn’t wish that feeling on my worst enemy. I am a complete mess when this happens and last week I had to miss out of work because of it which made me feel even worse. Luckily, recently I met someone who has made a big change in my life and talking to that person helps me a lot.
     But what can we do when we need a break? I’m sorry but I don’t have the answers for that. I build things up inside until they explode and I break down. Writing down my feelings sometimes helps. I just want to get away from everything for a while. Go somewhere where there is some peace and quiet. An little house on an island with beaches, trees, flowers and animals. Where I don’t have to think about time, I’d just do whatever I want whenever I want. Do some writing, make some yummy food, read, knit, make some music, sing, dance, sleep, rest, lay on the beach, get sun kissed, all the things I want to do but never have the time to do. I want some time to find myself. 




   I am so afraid. Terrified. Scared. Alone. All those things bring me down. I am afraid of that reflection in the mirror. That young woman who is staring at me, I have no idea who that is. That is not me. I don’t know who I am anymore. I guess every young adult goes through this face, trying to find ourselves, but it isn’t easy. Far from easy I can tell you. Not everybody make it through that face. I have thought about the easy way out but I am stronger than that. I am a fighter and I’m not alone. A year ago, when I thought of the easy way out, I thought I was alone, I felt so alone and kept hanging on to the past. That is when I got some medical help and got some break for a while. I stopped thinking about the past and started aiming for the future. But lately the past has been knocking on my door.
   . Well that is it of crying for now. Sorry about so low blog post but I just needed to get this out of my head.
   Until next time,



 ~ Elisabeth