My Life In Photos

So I did not know what to write about so I thought I'd share with you some of my photos. Enjoy :)

 

 

  

Until Next Time...

50 Facts About Me

     - My name is Elisabeth

      -I love music

      -My dream is to audition for X-Factor

      -I also want to be an actress

      -I have a BIG family, so big that I don’t know half of it

      -I know how to milk a cow

      -When I was 3 years old I build a chair

      -I learned to read when I was 4

      -I play few instruments

      -I don’t eat mushrooms

      -I can’t swim

      -I am as good as blind on my left eye

      -I got my first proper job this January

      -I like going out with my friends

     - Owl’s freaks me out

      -When I close my eyes I can’t see a thing

      -My hair goes out of control when it rains

      -When I was 15 I went to Denmark and on my first concert with James Morrison

      -I love watching handball

      -I also like football

      -When I have eaten to much my left shoulder starts to hurt

      -I have to scares on my knees but never hurt them or been in surgery

      -Our cat is about to give birth to her kittens

      -I find it extremely hard to find so many facts

      -I like writing

      -I never finished school

      -I have never sang in public

      -My favourite times are when I am dreaming

      -I don’t like talking on the phone

      -McFly is my favourite band

      -Harry Styles is my favourite member of One Direction

      -My favourite country beside Iceland is England

      -I was going to marry prince William before Kate

      -I hate butterflies

      -My favourite film is Lion King

      -My room is a mess but I don’t care

      -I hate doing the dishes

      -I love to mix music

      -I live in the countryside

      -I always agree to what Simon Cowell says

      -When I was little I wanted to be an astronaut

      -I pray for world piece

      -Currently I am listening to Ed Sheeran

      -I have pink scull headphones on

      -I am almost finished with the 50 facts tag

      -I think I can rap but I really can’t

      -Do not talk to me in the morning

      -I can speak 3 different languages

'    -My celebrity girl crush is Emma Watson

      -I DID IT!!! 

So thats it, 50 facts abour me. Until next time,

 ~Elisabeth

 

A Break From Life

We all need a break sometimes, some people more than others, and if we don’t get that break we break down. I’ve broken down a few times, last time I broke down was last week, and I wouldn’t wish that feeling on my worst enemy. I am a complete mess when this happens and last week I had to miss out of work because of it which made me feel even worse. Luckily, recently I met someone who has made a big change in my life and talking to that person helps me a lot.
     But what can we do when we need a break? I’m sorry but I don’t have the answers for that. I build things up inside until they explode and I break down. Writing down my feelings sometimes helps. I just want to get away from everything for a while. Go somewhere where there is some peace and quiet. An little house on an island with beaches, trees, flowers and animals. Where I don’t have to think about time, I’d just do whatever I want whenever I want. Do some writing, make some yummy food, read, knit, make some music, sing, dance, sleep, rest, lay on the beach, get sun kissed, all the things I want to do but never have the time to do. I want some time to find myself. 

   I am so afraid. Terrified. Scared. Alone. All those things bring me down. I am afraid of that reflection in the mirror. That young woman who is staring at me, I have no idea who that is. That is not me. I don’t know who I am anymore. I guess every young adult goes through this face, trying to find ourselves, but it isn’t easy. Far from easy I can tell you. Not everybody make it through that face. I have thought about the easy way out but I am stronger than that. I am a fighter and I’m not alone. A year ago, when I thought of the easy way out, I thought I was alone, I felt so alone and kept hanging on to the past. That is when I got some medical help and got some break for a while. I stopped thinking about the past and started aiming for the future. But lately the past has been knocking on my door.
   . Well that is it of crying for now. Sorry about so low blog post but I just needed to get this out of my head.
   Until next time,

 ~ Elisabeth